i will fight for you

sweet girl, i will fight for you.
these obstacles only make my love abound for you, and my determination find no limits.

you are not a punishment, (contrary to what i've been told).
i will not sit on a sandy beach, sun shining on me, breeze through my hair, as you wait and wait, wondering when and if somebody will come for you.

money, all that is in this world, belongs to God, and you are more valuable to Him than possessions and wealth of the world, and He will bring us to you, because you are His, and everything is His.

He knows your name, it is written on the palm of His hand.

He will set you in our family, i will tear down walls to bring you home.
my knees grow sore and scarred from time spent praying with fervency for you.

sweet girl, i feel broken, but i am strengthened knowing of His redemptive plan.
He is preparing your home, He is preparing me, your mommy, to continue to fight for you.

all in the world is His, and He will provide and bring us to you.
He knows your name, and will not let you grow lonely, but He will grow us in each other's heart.

psalm 102:

1Hear my prayer, Lord;

let my cry for help come to you.

2Do not hide your face from me

when I am in distress.

Turn your ear to me;

when I call, answer me quickly.

3For my days vanish like smoke;

my bones burn like glowing embers.

4My heart is blighted and withered like grass;

I forget to eat my food.

5In my distress I groan aloud

and am reduced to skin and bones.

6I am like a desert owl,

like an owl among the ruins.

7I lie awake; I have become

like a bird alone on a roof.

8All day long my enemies taunt me;

those who rail against me use my name as a curse.

9For I eat ashes as my food

and mingle my drink with tears

10because of your great wrath,

for you have taken me up and thrown me aside.

11My days are like the evening shadow;

I wither away like grass.

12But you, Lord, sit enthroned forever;

your renown endures through all generations.

13You will arise and have compassion on Zion,

for it is time to show favor to her;

the appointed time has come.

14For her stones are dear to your servants;

her very dust moves them to pity.

15The nations will fear the name of the Lord,

all the kings of the earth will revere your glory.

16For the Lord will rebuild Zion

and appear in his glory.

17He will respond to the prayer of the destitute;

he will not despise their plea.

18Let this be written for a future generation,

that a people not yet created may praise the Lord:

19“The Lord looked down from his sanctuary on high,

from heaven he viewed the earth,

20to hear the groans of the prisoners

and release those condemned to death.”

21So the name of the Lord will be declared in Zion

and his praise in Jerusalem

22when the peoples and the kingdoms

assemble to worship the Lord.

23In the course of my life^b he broke my strength;

he cut short my days.

24So I said:

“Do not take me away, my God, in the midst of my days;

your years go on through all generations.

25In the beginning you laid the foundations of the earth,

and the heavens are the work of your hands.

26They will perish, but you remain;

they will all wear out like a garment.

Like clothing you will change them

and they will be discarded.

27But you remain the same,

and your years will never end.

28The children of your servants will live in your presence;

their descendants will be established before you.”